My Lord! Open up for me my heart. And ease for me my task. And untie the knot of my tongue.
That they may understand my speech.

Qur'an - 20:25-28

Friday, April 29, 2011

These Fairytale Days...

Yep, I watched some of that wedding.


Oh, come awn, why does a huge group (that like to pretend they're a small group) say WHY'S IT SUCH A BIG DEAL GET OVER YOURSELVES THEY'RE JUST PRETTY FIGUREHEADS IT'S JUST A WEDDING! ?


...


My respect for Kate Middleton just flew up, up and awayy! Firstly, she wanted trees inside the avenue place. Secondly, her dress was so pretty and conservative. Thirdly, the best yet - she said she didn't want wedding gifts. Married to a prince, she has everything. And so she said if anyone wanted wedding gifts, give it to charity.


Does that not make her admirable?


And I like weddings. May it sound girly, but I think a proper reunion like that is beautiful and sweet. When said lady was dating the prince, I didn't really care. But marriage - awww!
x)


So I watched the start and the end and it was lovely.


The middle was taken up by class. Boy, I love this class. Ok, some focus points: -


"God will not give you a burden you cannot bear."


So when everything in your life seems to be going down the toilet, just think: GOD KNOWS I CAN GET THROUGH THIS. SO I WILL.


Seriously, take that perspective on life and suddenly everything is so easy.


"Sometimes people treat 'Muslim' as a label with no action."


Apparently there's some Turkish - ech-hem - 'Muslim' chick who's an actress and got on the  cover of Playboy and is now getting 'death threats'.


Ignorance. Since when did Muslims get in that kind of industry? Actress? Seriously? Does she really seem like a Muslim to you? And posing for Playboy - come awn!! What practising, knowledgeable Muslim would do such a thing?!


And it's not just her... it's these 'death threats'. We're not supposed to do those things full stop. We should be trying to negotiate, talk to her, help guide her.


Then the media picks up on this and blows everything out of proportion and you can just hear the ka-ching of coins entering greedy pockets for how much this story makes. Like, whatever!


"Allah (SWT) does not need out prayers; we do."


We went through that story of how the Prophet (SAW) was taken up through the levels of Paradise and how our prayer was given to us - it started from 50 and got reduced to 5 prayers a day, but they still equal 50. Merciful? Yes. Then we were talking about how the prayers help us to just pause in our busy lives and make a connection with God, just slow down and get some spiritual fulfillment. I'll admit that when I pray, it's so hard for me to concentrate and it made me so jealous to hear them talk about how serene they feel when I'm just having this mental battle and screaming at myself to CONCENTRATE! I mean, it's like the Outlandish song said - 'it's hard to have a one-sided conversation.' Yeah, we know He's listening, but it's still hard to keep on track when there's no reply, right? But that's what I love about our religon. I've said it before; we don't have to be perfect, we just have to do our best.


And then Sister N was telling us about how this drunk lady approached her and her family after the AFL - that's more of a you-had-to-be-there-to-appreciate it moment though. It WAS huhlarious.


Then at the end of class, my older sister was telling them of the Evil Glav (her Italian teacher) who basically has issues. Picture this: a fifty-year-old woman clubbing with former students, whining about life to her present students, encourages rebellion and has never been married or had kids. Generally a sad picture. She has some kind of obsession with my sister (I have absolutely no idea why) and just picks on her all the time. She says my sister is an uptight, serious, over-stressed freak. She says that every year, one student in her year 12 class goes wacko and this year she thinks my sister is the one. When my sister tries talking, it's just this constant questioning, pushing, trying to make her conform to the teachers thoughts. When my sister tries shutting up, she's a depressed girl that needs help.


I mean: What. The. Flip?!?


And then comes the lovely bit; Sister Hannah... awww, she's just so sweet. I kid you not. She was offering all sorts of advice, telling my sister to bring this teacher to our class so she could 'deal with her'. And, upon leaving, she's like; 'I'm sorry, but when someone picks on someone I care about - mother lioness comes out!'


Like... awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!


What else? Oh, so at lunch I found this cellphone. After a bit of prodding on Star's part, I figured out who it belonged to. I then made S deliver it to said owner - that girl is sort of in the popular, intimidating group, and though I have talked to her, I... would rather avoid it - and I would say that that's my A.R.K. of the week? Because I was encouraged to keep it ^^


Oh, and apparently they gave S a dollar after for 'finding and returning it'. And I didn't steal that dollar. Whatcha say?


And... I did a Lit SAC. I think I passed, but not greatly.


And... my eyelash is 1cm long (naturally).
And... for a minute, my heart beats 52 times.


Just some random facts.


Ok, ATM:


Reading: From My Sister's Lips. Na'ima B Robert. Started, and so far so good.
Writing: Saving Jasmine. Though I think I'ma rewrite it, I'm afraid it's getting too long and stuff...
Listening to: Nothing right now.
Feeling: Lovely.


Duh. Quote that Star sent me:
Each day, awakening, are we asked to paint the sky blue?
Need we coax the sun to rise or flowers to bloom?
Need we teach birds to sing, or children to laugh, or lovers to kiss?
No, though we think the world imperfect, it surrounds us each day with its perfections.
We are asked only to appreciate them, and to show appreciation by living in peaceful harmony amidst them.
The Creator does not ask that we create a perfect world; He asks that we celebrate it.
~Robert Brault
Peace in,
Laila

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Frisky!

In the words of that dude in that Kurt Schneider video about something or another....
I'm feeling frisky!!

I WANT AN ADVENTURE!

Does no one feel this sort of... boredom... or restrained feeling that I feel?


I just want to go somewhere and do something crazy. Climb a mountain. Trek across a desert. Feed a lion. Swim in an underwater cave. SKY DIVE!


>.< And despite what everyone says about school setting you up for the future, I think it more or less holds you back. Don't get me wrong- learning is important. Education is too. But I don't think it has to be stuck in a classroom. I don't think it needs to be pressurized onto us like it's life or death and the only way you can live. I don't think we have to learn useless things like methods to get a job that won't even require it.


We always have to live for the future! I mean, when you're born, you are raised carefully and prepared for kindy, which prepares you for primary school, which prepares you for high school, which prepares you for, say, uni. Which prepares you to get a job. Earn money to look after a family and make sure your kids are good to go when they grow up. And then you retire and wait to die.


... I don't think we need to pleasure seek for everything, but I don't think we need to be held back from working like... in the here and now. If you want to continue with education, yeah, ok, but if you don't... why waste your time?!


Ok, I'm feeling a little crazy. So yeah, bear with me.


EHMAGAWD, yesterday, I watched an episode of Supernatural. Boy is it creeeepy! Creepy awesome, though! And I mentioned it to S today and she's apparently like a die-hard fan and she loves me now and she's lending me the first season....
x)


AND, EHMAGAWD, AND, she's going to call the hospitals for me! For work experience! Can you believe her? I LOVE HER!!!!


[insertcrazydance]


For GS, we have to do an internet research project on something of our interest. Of our passion. I don't know what to do. I was going to do lions, but then I'd have to write like a bio report or something. Star told me to do the asylum seekers. CHYEAHHHH!




...


Frisky, remember?


And I'm writing this uber awesome story, most planned thing I've done - no, really, I made a flow chart for it! And it's supposed to be for Linchy's contest but it might be too long and I'm scared it's going to drag. I may have to rewrite it but I will definitely finish it 'cause it's just so awesome and took me ages to research and you know the Goulburn prison looks like a freaking fancy town hall????




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And Haloomi's wearing overalls! She looks so cute! I used to wear them when I was little. And overall is such a weird word.




ATM:


Reading: From My Sister's Lips. Na'ima B Robert. Yeah, ok, still haven't started. But soon.
Writing: Saving Jasmine. Working title. I had an epic title before, but I don't want to give anything away...
Listening to: Appreciation. Outlandish. Well, twas the last thing I heard. Another song that freakily hits home for I'm sure, a lot of people.
Feeling: FRISKY!!!!


It's actually a bit slow for my mood. And I would love to post the whole thing, but putting just a bit out would guarantee more of a read than the whole thing...
You give me so much
You wait all day for a nod
A prayer or a thought
A thankful part of my heart

To all my moros sheddin' tears
Still greet with warm smiles
Patiently throughout the years
Give praise to the most high


Peace in,
Laila